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She possesses a flawless visage, and even in silence, her gaze is imbued with countless affections and charm; yet her overall demeanor is akin to an orchid in a secluded valley

At that moment, I believed in myself so firmly, and also in the dawn and dusk

The first time I saw a living person using the NOKIA 3250, it was him. At the very first glance, I had a sordid thought of possession in my heart

In that moment, I suddenly understood the twilight and dawn, and I understood all those who admired Kong Yan

He was clearly at a loss when he saw me. I walked over and heard myself choked up asking him: "What on earth happened?"

I did not see who that name belonged to, but at that moment, Mu Chen's expression changed immediately. I watched as he answered the call while also opening the door to the private room.

At that time, I did not understand, but now, I fully understand

Finally, he compassionately remarked, "You can find Zhou Muchen on the fourth floor of the inpatient department at the central hospital today."

A long time later, I can hardly remember the feeling I had when I first met Mu Chen, but I can still clearly recall the feeling I had when I first met Kong Yan

I sang two or three lines in a very unrefined Cantonese, and I felt guilty towards Twins. At that moment, the 3250 on the table vibrated.

He lowered his head, looking at the pair of blue canvas shoes on his feet, the classic style from Converse, which I accompanied him to buy.

The girl in the ward has her back to the door, so I cannot see her face, but I know she must have heard all of our conversation

When the mountains have no edges and the heavens are in harmony, we will never part

When he starts to play tricks, I have no way to deal with him at all

But I cannot say anything; my mind is filled with that girl's name, and I feel like I am about to explode.

Perhaps my appearance at that time frightened him. After he asked these two sentences, which he perceived as rhetorical questions while I viewed them as inquiries, he no longer dared to say anything further.

I began to call out to her in a frenzied manner: "Kong Yan, who are you? Don't lie there pretending to be dead, come out and tell me what on earth has happened?" Originally, Mu Chen, who had been bowing her head and remaining motionless, suddenly awakened when I started calling Kong Yan's name, and then desperately blocked me from rushing into the ward, dragging me from the doorway to the corridor as if driving away a plague.

A minute later, the door opened, and he leaned against the doorframe, his expression complex as he said to me: "Luoxun, I have something to attend to and need to leave first. You can go back by yourself, and please be careful."

That should be the original form of love, without harm, without debt, without betrayal, all the ugliness has yet to take the stage, the air is filled with a sweet fragrance, I know, I am in love

I was deeply captivated by her the first time I met her

At that time, the girl lying motionless in the hospital room silently won this battle

That was the first time I met Kong Yan; she remained calm and composed, allowing me to roar and shout, yet she remained unfazed.

As a fresh high school graduate, Zhou Muchen's most important daily activity is not reviewing his studies, but rather flirting and bantering with his equally carefree girlfriend, Cheng Luoxun, who is none other than myself

As soon as I uttered the words, "Muchen," tears began to fall

It was precisely because Zhou Muchen came to Bojun to challenge him to a fight, and I happened to have the misfortune of knowing this troublemaker, that I, driven by a sense of righteousness, felt compelled to intervene in the conflict. This led to my acquaintance with Zhou Muchen and subsequently to all the chaotic events that followed

Until the moment before I received that phone call, I had been immersed in the illusion I had created for myself, believing that by holding hands and walking forward, it would lead to eternity

How could I have known that after that phone call, my life would open a new chapter, and from that moment on, many things would be different from before

In my futile resistance, inch by inch, I recalled that Russell had once written on her blog: "Emotions can sometimes resemble a game, with strategies that are intangible"

I could recite his phone number by heart, but at that time I was unaware that, besides myself, there were others who had been familiar with those eleven digits long before I was.

In fact, I just want to ask, what is so important that you can leave me alone at such a late hour

I am willing to accompany him in anything, even if I do nothing at all, just sitting beside him and watching him brings me great joy

He was holding a white garbage bag in his hand, clearly marked with the logo "Mong Kok Congee." Moreover, it was evident that he had not slept all night, as he had pronounced dark circles under his eyes. Most importantly, he was still wearing the same outfit he had on yesterday

However, on occasion, I also showcase my understanding and maturity

Soon, I realized that my feelings were not mistaken: in the world of love of Zhou Mu Chen, I am merely a concubine.

I rolled my eyes at him: "Yeah, do you like him?"

I felt a chill all over from the way he looked at me. Hey, hey, hey, if you have something to say, just say it. Don't look at me like that, as if I weren't wearing any underwear.

Who exactly is she? What is her relationship with Zhou Muchen? What does this have to do with me?

Most importantly, he actually abandoned his girlfriend to take care of this girl

I confirm that it is love

He silently returned the eye roll I had given him earlier, and then, with genuine sincerity, said to me: "Cheng Luoxun, do you still remember why Zhou Muchen and I fought?"

Before the phone rang in the evening, we were singing at the KTV, and the price for the evening session is the most expensive

After my identity was confirmed, his expression became quite strange, resembling pity, along with a sense of cherishing; in short, it was sympathy

He is wearing the shoes I accompanied him to buy while taking care of others in the hospital, and I feel like I am about to go crazy

My boyfriend, Zhou Muchen, is a typical dandy.

I initially blushed, and now my eyes are bloodshot; despite being immature, I still feel that love is like a dream

When he smiles at me, I lose my reason; even if he says the moon is square, I would echo him: Yes! Every corner is a right angle!

Later, I encountered many beautiful women, each possessing delicate features and exquisite facial structures, yet none could leave an imprint on my mind as profoundly as Kong Yan did in an instant

At that moment, I was shamelessly singing the song "Red Eyes" by Twins. On the big screen, Ah Jiao was stunningly beautiful, and I forced Zhou Muchen to admit that I looked like her. He glanced sideways, smoking a cigarette, and nodded, saying, "Well, we are both women"

I opened my mouth but had not yet had the chance to call his name when he dashed away like the wind. I dropped the microphone and immediately chased after him, but I could no longer see his figure.

At the moment I speak these words, my mind has already reached a clear answer, yet my heart refuses to perish just like that; it still wants to struggle, it still wants to fight for the last glimmer of hope

I scoffed with disdain, why should I go look for him, my own boyfriend, do I still not believe it

They come from affluent families and can sing, smoke, drink, race cars, read fashion magazines, play video games, play billiards very skillfully, and have many girls who like them

In fact, I really do not remember how they started fighting back then, two well-dressed young men, at the entrance of Bojun, battling like two butchers

My words completely fell apart the moment I saw Mu Chen on the fourth floor of the Central Hospital after school at noon

I blink my eyes, my eyes hurt, I cannot see, are they very red...

He makes me wonder how I can understand this, how can I not feel utterly ashamed.

I said hesitantly: "Mu Chen, you have no relation to Kong Yan, do you? As long as you say no, I will believe you."

Therefore, when the "green belt" appeared before me, my attitude was quite unfriendly, yet he seemed completely unbothered, hesitating as if he were constipated for quite a while before finally squeezing out a sentence: "Cheng Luoxun, are you really together with Zhou Muchen?"

That was merely a silhouette, amidst the white silhouette, within the unique scent of disinfectant in the hospital, all the extraneous details were obscured, leaving a clear, prominent, proud, and solitary silhouette

In the romantic world of Zhou Mu Chen, I am merely a concubine.

At this moment, I have a foreboding feeling in my heart, an instinct telling me that if I continue to listen, I will be harmed, yet I lack the courage to stop his eloquence from transforming from constipation into a torrent.

Cheng Luoxun, that day he came to find me to fight, it was for a girl named Kong Yan, do you know?

Those lyrics are like words written on the surface of water, disappearing line by line

As beautiful as a startled swan, these four characters were the only immediate reaction in my mind when Kong and Yan sat before me that day

When it comes to money, he always has a rogue demeanor: "It's just money, brother has plenty of it." Every time he says that, I feel as if he resembles a landlord from the old society, while I am like a common woman he has taken back as a concubine.

I returned to the private room in a daze, and the screen still displayed the beautiful face of Ah Jiao. I opened my mouth, wanting to sing along with her, but I could not produce any sound.

At that time, Mu Chen was using the NOKIA 3250, the model with a screen and keyboard that could rotate in a dislocated manner.

Last night, he left you all alone for a girl named Kong Yan, do you know that

Kong Yan, Kong Yan, Kong Yan

The next day, I groggily rested my head on the desk. After the morning self-study class, a boy who claimed to be the "grass of our Bojun" and was nicknamed "Bojun Greenbelt" came to find me

The reason for Zhou Muchen's late-night escape soon became clear.

However, they will not take the time to memorize a text or solve a math problem

Unfortunately, whenever I anxiously remind him that there are less than 100 days until the college entrance examination, he always responds with a grin: "That study committee member in our class is such a fool. During class, she was cross-stitching for her boyfriend, and the teacher was standing right behind her without even noticing. Her hand was raised as if she was having a fit, and that shiny needle almost poked the teacher in the face. Later, the half-finished piece... it was impossible to tell whether it was a pig or a monkey, so the teacher confiscated it. Compared to her, I am much more restrained."

I watched his mouth open and close, and I really wanted to tell him to speak quickly if he had something to say, to let it out if he had any gas, and to stop using this method of raising expectations only to suppress them in front of me, while also creating suspense with questions.

As he was leaving, he looked at me with that same sympathetic gaze for quite some time. I responded with a disdainful expression, warning him not to attempt to sow discord between Mu Chen and me; we will not break up.

He is such a person who loves beauty so much that not taking a shower or changing clothes every day is more unbearable for him than not eating. He is someone who has never done a single household chore in his life, even waiting for the maid to empty the overflowing ashtray. Yet, he surprisingly stays awake all night in the hospital taking care of a girl named Kong Yan

As long as you say it, I will believe it

However, to speak more precisely, during the first encounter in the true sense, I did not see her face

I helplessly grasped his hand, wanting to influence him, wanting to confirm something.